Life, Without Imitation

Some nights, when medication and meditation have failed to put me to sleep, I think of the relatives who abandoned my family to become white people. Several generations ago, in midsized Ohio cities during the late-nineteenth and early-twentieth centuries, some of my father’s ancestors walked away from their families, their homes, and their neighborhoods and…

The Haunting

by Caille Millner (Originally published in The Halloween Review) I foresaw a death shortly after my 12th birthday. At the time, I had no idea what I was seeing. I woke up screaming in the early hours. Gasping for air, windmilling bedsheets with my fists. My mother came running into my room. She gripped my…

The Best American Essays 2017

Caille Millner’s essay, “Four Murders,” originally published in Michigan Quarterly Review, received a notable mention in The Best American Essays 2017, edited by Leslie Jamison and Robert Atwan. The essay is in the Winter 2016 edition, available here. For a short excerpt, see this post in Caille’s Writing section.

The Spoil of Destruction

By Caille Millner, The Paris Review Daily, Aug. 25, 2016   Thomas Mann’s home in Pacific Palisades, California, is up for sale. The news came as a surprise: the house, designed by the modernist architect J. R. Davidson, was believed to have a reliable owner with Chester Lappen, the lawyer who bought it from Mann…